March 28th-29th, 2023- First Quarter Cancer

I have always known who I am. It’s never been about finding myself

It’s been about trusting myself, the entire time. Allowing myself to be and not backing down from a gentle heart. Fearful of knowing what it is I could do. I’ve dreamt of a life where I am able to be seen as all I am and understood for it. Misdirecting my lessons to be about “getting better” when it’s been embracing as is the whole time. I fear the power of corruption within myself. I see how easy it is to slip into negativity, sacrifice and evil.

Truth be told I don’t enjoy my gifts for the wounds they cause. A necessary means to an end. I’ve discovered it is not my burden to bear but to embrace with joy that I could help them along their journey as so.. however long they take to realize the power behind the gift I bestowed upon them, is also not of my concern.

I have, however, continued to wonder why they have to let it come to this? Why don’t they know what is is they need to do? Or why is it such that they choose not to do what they know is true, just and necessary? A conspiracy, a bewilderment. The beauty and loneliness of the empress. The karmic Queen of Just Judgement.