March 21st-24th, 2023-New Moon Aries-Waxing Crescent Taurus

This week I have been tapping deeply into my daydreams. Presenting every imaginative moment into the present. Dreaming of the days where I will be able to fulfill my destiny. I can sense it all around the corner. Truly any second now will this blissful occurrence blossom. It is spring, it is the rebirth. I have completed my Djinn candle through the entire life, death, rebirth cycle. The wish is granted and to be birthed into this physical reality. I can feel it within my heart and throat.

Chad and I truly have completed an immense and intense amount of energy work. We have cleared out ancestral karma and aligned within our divine lineage. Our dreams to change the world are purest of heart and will create a culture in community that will revolutionize the world. I was simply crying out of pure joy during my car ride as I dreamt of all the healing my depth could provide to the each and every person who as touched my soul. From myself to all my loved ones; to teachers and friends who became more of family than my blood; to each creative artist, no matter which medium; to each and every mundane experience of human interaction. The essence of love that I have to share with the world is beyond the realm of reason, it can only be divine.

My husband possess this love too. A heart closed off due to pain, cracked open by the unconditional pouring of my love. I have no doubt together we could lead society, lead the world. Not with purpose to rule, but purpose to balance and allow peace for all lifeforms. This does not eliminate suffering, nor does it provide utopia. It ensures the freedom to live as majestically as all nature. We can reconnect to our roots. Follow the path of our ancestors with refined, nature friendly technology. I believe that either modern inventors or industrialists never had nature nor the human condition in mind with the outcomes of these technologies with their unethical consequences in executions; or they did have it in mind, uncovered what it could do, and they simply do not give one single ounce of fuck. How can the world not become metaphorical with the conspiracies that drive the world mad? Take a gander at how it is all playing out? How can this not be a “wild west” hierarchal, chaotic, Alice in wonderland delusion? Everything is beyond silly. No matter how you look at it and question the why behind it. It is difficult to accept or believe that such carelessness and lack of awareness within our relationship to the world is not calculated and personal. How can this not be a marvel movie of good vs evil in some sense? How can there not be plot twists? How is this not a puppeteering enslavement you need to break free from?

The truth is, people do not like enjoy think about these topics, as they shatter their grasp on reality and it is stressful for the brain to learn otherwise. When reconditioning, think about children and how they are very sensitive. Their transitioning and coping skills have to be taught. Children are fragile minded more-so than they are physically. This is where a theory of “this is a feelings realm” comes from. Everything is based on our senses, ability to adapt and learn. At a certain age, especially when rigidity is already conditioned or mentally chained, it becomes almost impossible to altar and grow. This can be physically expressed in relationships with elders and new generations. It is a tricky balance, the balance of the Capricorn to bring tradition with an open future together. Simply because something is old, does not mean it is not good, stable and necessary for a strong foundation. Just because something is new, does not mean it is immature. Assessments in discernment and problem solving are deemed to be severely poor amongst the populations. I often have found myself insanely frustrated with interactions for this inability to analyze, accept and tolerate all perspectives while simultaneously utilizing those interactions to grow themselves within the experience. Why try to change? Lead by example with non judgement and peace to simply exist and process as you are. It truly is not difficult to hold space for others and yourself to be as you desire to be. The control over who can and should do what, is the stone that causes the ripple, that ignites the butterfly effect of misery, depression and the toxic evils. It is all rooted in control and judgement that is not yours to give.

I know my husband and I work at this everyday within ourselves and our marriage with each other as mirrors of twin flames. We desire to lead the world into a world of peace, love and success. Promoting the world to face the harsh truths, realities and expressions of nature. Educate how to transmute those obstacles into conspiracies in your favor. Lead the world to a world of powerful individuals. Each household hosting a Kingdom within themselves. The hierarchy ends when you have succeeded to be firm, balanced and in love with yourself. Such a power that it ignites the flame deep within another, to eventually engulf the earth in energetic light, divine light, love and life.