July 28th, 2023- Waxing Gibbous Sagittarius

Feeling empowered, successful and in alignment with myself, I began this Heart Chakra Friday with a sense of something new. It’s difficult to truly know what the new is to be. I know it involves my career. I know it involves money. And yet, there is still a sense of mystery, a sense of urgency and a sense of pure magick. I left my OT career behind me once and for all. I have yet to return my equipment and supplies to the office and sign the paperwork. But, I had informed my employer. I was awaiting a scheduled time to drive the hour down to the office. It did not seem to be of importance to the office, so therefor it was not important to me. I was not wishing to lallygag, however, I would not stress myself over returning the items. Especially when it came to the upcoming days. I have plenty to keep myself busy with, priorities for the energies coming through with my astronomical axis alignment and cyclical return.

I could not be thrown off my Throne. I feel as if I truly was on top of the world and ready to begin an exciting new start. Such joy, of course would be tested, as I begin to settle my pendulum into a state of rest and ease. I had expressed to my husband that we should not worry, for we have potentials of avenues, hypotheticals presenting themselves of opportunity for prosperity to assist us in achievement of our goals. One of which, was my law suit money. For those who have not followed along.. I had a lawsuit in the works from my car accident in 2020. This lawsuit had been dragging along for 3 years. Hitting every obstacle of unethical legislative loophole after loophole.

The insurance companies did not wish to pay for my situation, nor did they believe for me to have a right for them to do so. This angers me. We, in this society, pour hundreds of thousands of dollars into our insurances. Only to be met with a corrupted wall. The money we pay for our security, is stolen and treated as a donation of biased circumstances. Which, to our blind faults, sign in agreement within a cryptic agreements clause. They truly bind your hands with these laws. After fighting for three years, the judge did not rule in my favor. I was a traveling therapist, having one foot in New Mexico and the other in Michigan.

I had not switched over my insurance and registration to Michigan from New Mexico for a plethora of reasons. I did not fully intend to make Michigan a permeant residence. I did not condone nor desire to pay the insane taxes, insurance fees or follow the unethical requirements. I despise living within the same country, continent and land, only to have the rules change from line to line. It becomes confusing. It is quite unnecessary and I believe is a sneaky trap into the systematic slavery of our prison system. Or at the very least, a way for the state to syphon money from your desperate hands. I can understand some cultural customs and some sense of differences within laws, regulation and legislation within different lands. However, ultimately, we all live upon this earth and we should be free to travel, live and enjoy each and every inch without blockage from a tyrannical system of incompetent rulers. But I digress.

I had been banking on the lawsuit money to be a reward of abundance. A repayment for the unjust experience I endured from our dreadful system. However, that was not the fate nor the lesson. Truth be-told, that money was corrupted and not a proper source of my ethics. I did technically break the law or agreement. I did not follow the proper steps when crossing state boundaries. It was of no surprise for a judge or any narrow sighted court to rule against me. The ethics I presented are of a much deeper root. A core principle that is lost within this world. Overtaken, corrupted or simply a rule of the realm we are meant to overcome. I may not have been able to make a global change within this legislation. And yet, I know my impact to be made. Whether it is only my attorney, the defense, the insurance companies, the woman who ran the red light that initiated this butterfly effect, the judge or anyone who reads this tale; I am content. I have discovered a level of peace and happiness with the smallest ripple or ray I radiate outward to the world. Experiencing me and being embraced by my grace, my insight and presence, is a gift of impact within itself. I will make a change by ensuring to be me, unapologetically.

When my attorney had called to inform me of the news, I was surprised at how little I cared. I truly had been counting on this money to flow in. I believed multiple sources of income to be coming to me. This was supposed to be one of them. And yet, when that did not indeed turn out to be true? I laughed. I mocked the system at my expense. the $75k I was owed from this experience does not matter. It will mean nothing to me. It means nothing to me. That amount of money is and will always be pocket change with what I know to be coming to me. I will be rewarded with something much greater. Another opening to revenge for those who did not see me nor understand my message. Every moment a corrupt expression presents itself to me, is a moment of alignment. A moment for me to see the truth of actions within this world. A moment for me to assess a problem and be the light driving solution. I am free to voice my story and my story will not go in vain. No matter how large or how small. I will initiate evolution wherever I may go, to any and all I may see.