August 2nd, 2023- Full Moon Aquarius to Pisces

Today I drove down to the office of my employer and I returned all my equipment. It was an interesting timing. The day after the Full Moon. Almost one week from the day I called and informed my supervisor of my decision. I was mentally exhausted by the decision and how long it took for me to be able to turn in my stuff and sign my release. There was one excuse after the other. No power at the office, over scheduled meetings and a general lack of priority. I decided, if they were not worried about their equipment, I wouldn’t worry about it either. I eventually made the call to come down Wednesday. I was not going to juggle or sacrifice a 3 hour experience during my Harvest Holiday and Full Moon. Another victory of choosing myself and orchestrating my life. It has been important I celebrate every victory, no matter how small or large it may seem.

I ensured I took my sweet time. I informed them I would be around close to 10, maybe 11 am. I did not get there until 2 pm. Firmly believing in divine timing and overcoming the remaining threads of doubt. I see now why it was necessary. I met with a lovely woman at my office. I had talked with her once before. She told me that she had a babydoll named Sarah. That was her very first babydoll and she held her dear to her heart. She was the one in charge of closing out my employment and providing me with the proper papers. If I would have came any other day, at any other time. I more than likely, would not have had the conversation I had with her. She was only completing these tasks with me to be helpful. There was moving chaos within the building. It was perfect.

We sat in her office as I signed my paperwork. She expressed disappointment with my decision to quit and she was looking forward to working with me. I poured my heart open to her about my decision to follow my dreams. I told her about my ultimate dream of becoming a writer and I told her about the candles I have created. The writing subject was the star topic of the conversation. It was refreshing and full of life to hear. She was also into writing and libraries. Knowledge and insight. Her son is into astrology, as well! I am and was so grateful to be speaking with her, as a like minded soul.

As it turned out, she is a Leo. I was overjoyed with the divinity in that key factor of engagement. A true messenger of my time. I had felt a sense of doubt, fear and nervousness as I was driving down. This was the ultimate move. A final decision to put all of this behind me once and for all. However, being the human I am, I couldn’t deny the knowing of uncertainty. I do not truly know what will happen. I have been prophesied greatness. I could feel the power and destiny within every fiber of my bones. But the truth of the unknown could not help by linger. Walking the tight rope of delusion and intuition. I was marching forward with the belief in myself and my greatness. My purest authenticity and exactly as I felt I needed to do. I moved forward, in courage with fear. I may not know what is on the other side. But I do know where the OT path leads. I’ve taken the plunge and I decided to continue to take it again and again. The woman at my office provided a necessary confirmation of external validation. She expressed delight and such joy for my actions. She admired my drive to strive for my dreams. She provided me with such genuine enthusiasm and support. I began to cry in the office. I knew I was on my way. On my way to destiny.