August 1st, 2023- Full Moon Aquarius

My gorgeous and insightful lunar expression was a pure joy. I felt such community, unity and comfort within this cycle. I can’t help but feel as if Leo Season is a second birthday for myself. Being born of such an empowering axis, I adore the ascension from the start in Aquarius season to the finale in Leo Season. I reflect upon my actions, intentions and spell workings of the Aquarius cycle and I am sensationally grateful for how far I have come. I placed a wish upon a star and was granted the trial of my wooden puppet era. My apprenticeship. Now as we enter this release on the competed cycle, I have become a real boy! This is not to be taken literal, as the symbolism aligns with the healing of my inner masculine to allow my true Divine Feminine form to flourish. The Aquarius energy is a masculine one and I personally believe the Leo energy to be that of the most Feminine. This could be a bias within my Leo placement being within my Moon Sign and Heart Chakra. Nonetheless, I adore the Princess, Goddess expression destined for me.

As I engaged in ritual for not only the Full Moon, but for Lugh, the start of Harvest, I was embraced with universal love. I could not have be more in love with myself than I am right now. A past filled with misconceptions about who I am and who I should be. Projections of others who are lesser than me, intimidated by me or simply so desperate to be something, they believe they can steal it from me for themselves. Authenticity cannot be stolen. It cannot be mimicked. It can only be crafted as a cheap illusion.

Many know I have been diligently working and openly expressing my intentions. Some have warned against secrecy. Which I have learned to take within small doses. I realized I am not meant to be secret. I am mysterious in my own way. I do not share every little detail; although I do not tend to shut the fuck up too often. My heart is on my sleeve and I have learned that to be my super power. I have had to discover that truth for myself. Learning to embrace and control the expression. I do not need to shut myself off from the world. I do not need to hide who I am nor what I am doing. Many may observe and believe they can create an obstacle or attempt to sabotage my workings. I am often so hyper focused on myself, I tend to not see the malice right next to me. I am not naive. I simply do not understand nor am I programmed to accept the foolishness others choose to do with their free will. That does not mean I am perfect. I have made many mistakes and accept that others will make plenty and often. I will not shame thee for being imperfect. I will shame and exile thee for mediocrity. It is difficult to overcome obstacles and to do so without failure. It is one thing to be exhausting yourself in effort to be better and another to facade the effort. I allow others the space to learn for themselves.

I have discovered and embraced that I am here to lead those into that direction of authenticity. I am not here to save anyone. I am here to enjoy and embrace myself as I am. Me as Me alone, will change the world. My dreams of providing opportunity for others? Is dead. I will pour into me and me alone. I will express my generous heart when it serves me to do so. I will rise and be an example of others can rise for themselves. I will provide community support, just as Joe Rogan has done so for his friends. I have understood I have spent too much time on that ultimate big picture for the world, I lost sight of the work to be done here in the now. Currently, right now, is not the time to focus on what I know will come to my community later in life. Now is the time to rebuild Myself and my Hearth. Now is the time for Chad and I to be selfish with ourselves. Focus on our self improvement, mental, physical, emotional and spiritual health. My dreams are for me and me alone. As I rise, so will the others I surround myself with, but not by taking from my cup nor my reserve.