Taurus Lunar Memoirs: April 27th, 2025- May 26th, 2025

Written below are personal daily logs of my insights throughout each day of this cycle. Written within my perspective as I see it and feel it within that moment day to day. Maintaining the initial work, without editing, to tell the tale of personal evolution and raw emotion as a Spiritual Explorer & Occult Scientist. These opinions, expressions and feelings are open to change and grow as I evolve throughout my journey. Intended to be a guide and anecdote for others to see how you may initiate or feel through your own personal journey. The truth of suffering, alchemy and love are delicately painted in hopes to initiate others, provide reassurance that the pain of such a path is worth every step and allow any wisdom to seep out into the world. Please enjoy!

April 27th, 2025- Dark Moon Taurus

Blessed New Moon in Taurus! Beautiful Second day at Memphis Oddities Market. Grateful for the connections I have made. The Bartering I have done, while I missed out on some physical money, I bartered and received more wealth from other small businesses and creators. Feeling a bit odd about That Crystal Lady and as if there was some tension through the weekend. Deciding to let it go. However, she messaged me and admitted to her feeling crowded and requested that next time we get a bigger space for everyone. While I understand the need for space, which would just be more comfortable for everyone, I feel she could've had a better attitude about it. I had a few intuitive sensations spark and I decided to allow this to fade away from me. I don’t need to worry about much else at this moment. Drove home and made it by midnight. 

April 28th, 2025- Dark Moon Taurus

Rest Day, Sister in Law calling me to go to dinner while she is in Nashville. Her stating that she thinks that my business is good for the South. Updating a few tasks. Resting and napping. Going to the Dog Park. Rock Oracle sharing my candle on their page. Watching Me Before You. 

April 29th, 2025- Waxing Crescent Taurus to Gemini

Worst night sleep. Dreams kept me up. Dream about the ocean and wishing to swim freely without fear of monsters. Weird moments with family in my dreams that I cannot recall. Feeling weird about the people around me. Feeling as if things are changing and I need to release them all with love and move forward with where I am headed. Sunna Eye Doctor Appointment. Dinner with Sister in Law that was lovely. I feel a deeper and more loving connection between her and I. Our conversation at dinner lead me to the missing puzzle piece of her story. I am excited to write her something. I think it will only free us more. 

April 30th, 2025- Waxing Crescent Gemini

Severely tired this morning. Took the pups for a nice walk. Leisurely took my time attending to anything this morning. Slowly updated my store stock with candles from the show. Focusing on resting. 

May 1st, 2025 - May 26th, 2025: Waxing Crescent Gemini to Waning Crescent Gemini 

Absolutely too much has gone on for me to attend to my diary entries. I made a last minute trip to Melbourne, FL for a Spirit Fest event. It was amazing to see my soul sister, Carissa. I realized after 5 years of not seeing her and being apart, we hadn’t changed. Any difficult feelings I have had about our friendship over the years, were simply growing pains. I don’t know if I will ever have someone who knows me like she does. Someone who has been there from the beginning. The small town in New Mexico, to the stardom I am fated for. I realized how much I missed her. How much I craved to have our friendship local once more. I was able to tap into a genuine state of gratitude and a true Sam to my Frodo. A Ron to my Harry. The Remus to my Sirius and so on and so forth. It was a short 3 days. I had wished to stay longer, however, Chad was called back out to Mississippi. He was supposed to be back in Nashville, so I could spend more time with my friend. An 11 hour drive, just for two full days with her. Worth it. However, next time I shall fly. 

The Spirit Fest was wonderful overall. I had a fucking fantastic neighbor. She bartered the gorgeous jewelry her and her mother made for a couple candles and for a story for her daughter. Which I am super thrilled to dive into. She is a Capricorn and I have been booked months in advance for this Birthday Tale. Which is lovely. I have more than enough time to write the perfect story. I love when I have a great amount of time to complete projects. I don’t mind short or tight deadlines. That can push me and build my skillset to some degree. However, taking my time, that is where the purest creations manifest. Without the pressure of a timing that is unnatural. 

I would say through the Taurus cycle I was dedicated to working on my business and hustling myself out there to any and every market that came my way. As I write this in reflection, I was truly using the Taurus Bull energy to plow my fields and plant my seeds. I wonder how that will manifest for me. Will the fruits of such labor be received in Scorpio Szn? Is that something to worry about at all? I do not fully know. All I do know is that I made a fair amount of money. Healed a fuck ton within a Taurus essence. And rekindled with loves of my life. The Earth Sign energy of this Year of the Snake is undeniable. Tapping into my Alpaca Animal Spirit for the Year and the Association with the Queen of Pentacles. I cannot deny I am on my way to a beautiful Rebirth.